every once in awhile im reminded that you once existed in my life and played such an active and important role in it. And now all you are anymore is a profile front without an update, no explanation for why you just disappeared, nothing left for me to try and hold onto. I can only try to imagine what happened, but i hate the thought and usually avoid going into that corner, I dont like thinking my friend took themselves away without saying anything. Maybe I check hoping youve come back, hoping we can talk again like we used to, but I know thats unlikely. maybe i do it on purpose, i suppose i feel slightly guilty in a way. i dont know, i just fucking miss you and i dont know how to process these old feelings. i just wish you'd said goodbye

beneath the toxic jungle has gotta be my fav Rav album, i literally cant get enough lmfao. i be on my knees for that shit, the record scratches in 'a better place'? i just busted. ok i should probab;y actually sleep

IVE BEEN IN DALLAS FOR SO LONG I HAVNT SLEPT YOU GUYS

I've seemed to have run out of cigarettes and alcohol, work has me exhausted, but shit at least I'm making that money. I do wish I had a bottle of soju, or two idk..

I wish I could smoke weed, like, I can, but it just feels really unpleasant and I actually end up feeling worse. But man if I could I feel like it'd help with so much. Actually, since I just thought about it, I can actually smoke blunts if the wrap is tobacco, idk why it has to be specific. Pass me a blunt and I'll accept, but I'll politely decline bongs, pipes, dabs, pre-rolls, and edibles.

thanks for coming to my ted talk(I haven't slept more than 4 hours for like 5 days?)

just realized its been three years. Honestly i have no fucken idea where you went. I do hope you're still alive, and maybe sometime we can talk about music and hype eachothers art up again.

till then, peace ig