every once in awhile im reminded that you once existed in my life and played such an active and important role in it. And now all you are anymore is a profile front without an update, no explanation for why you just disappeared, nothing left for me to try and hold onto. I can only try to imagine what happened, but i hate the thought and usually avoid going into that corner, I dont like thinking my friend took themselves away without saying anything. Maybe I check hoping youve come back, hoping we can talk again like we used to, but I know thats unlikely. maybe i do it on purpose, i suppose i feel slightly guilty in a way. i dont know, i just fucking miss you and i dont know how to process these old feelings. i just wish you'd said goodbye